The Bittersweet Paradox

After a little over 3 weeks in Chicago, I'll finally be officially starting tomorrow. Not gonna lie, I'm a little scared. All those freaky what-ifs going through your head...

So, I've just told myself that I'm going to take it one day at a time. Take each challenge as it presents itself, and try not to get bogged down by things I can't control. Right...like that's gonna happen.

I am looking forward to having something to occupy my time, though. I've had over a week now of really having nothing to do. They wanted us to be there early for the Art's conference, and then didn't really have anything for us to do last week at all. The rest has been nice, but the extra time to think isn't always good. I'm looking forward to (and also scared of) getting to do it finally.

Help me, Lord.

We're going through the same thing right now. It's scary; isn't it? Have you managed to meet any new people yet?