The Bittersweet Paradox

I'm still trying to figure out what the ideas expressed here look like for me in my life, but I was struck with how succinctly this describes what the life of a Christian would ideally look like.

Christians

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not shouting "I'm clean livin'."
I'm whispering "I was lost,
Now I'm found and forgiven."

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I don't speak of this with pride.
I'm confessing that I stumble
and need Christ to be my guide.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not trying to be strong.
I'm professing that I'm weak
And need His strength to carry on.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not bragging of success.
I'm admitting I have failed
And need God to clean my mess.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not claiming to be perfect,
My flaws are far too visible
But, God believes I am worth it.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I still feel the sting of pain.
I have my share of heartaches
So I call upon His name.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not holier than thou,
I'm just a simple sinner
Who received God's good grace, somehow.

Maya Angelou

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Notice the traumatized kitten in the background. Scarred for life.

For our staff Christmas party, we wrote poems for each other. I thought I would share mine at the request of one, Mr. Scott Rubin. And because I think it's funny. Thanks, Jason, for a very funny tribute:)

Oklahoma is where Alex Scott is from
It isn't a land of trees nor cliffs nor shores
But a land of wind, red dirt and mistletoe
Make sure you listen real good and always say please

Gracious, wonderful and delightful
Big bright smiles and "How are you?"
Describe this wonderful gift from God
To us for the entire year here

You blessed the Raitz family and our dog
By staying at our house while we traveled to Detroit
We can't thank you enough and wish we could thank you more
I really wish I could buy you a tank to just say thank you

Dare I utter the words Breakaway Party
Because if I do a riot of happiness will break out
You rocked the house and made us all go wow
I really wish we could buy you a tank to just say thank you

I think this poem is coming to a close
But please know you are making a difference
And I am thankful I get to be on your team
As you love God passionately and others selflessly.